The One Who Belong to My Heart *part 1

It still early morning, the weather feel good, really fresh even a bit cold. A woman with her black long hair walking slowly alone while listening a music from her phone. She wear a long jeans and a casual blue skirt. She lead to her University. Her smile sometime appears when she listen a beautiful melody of the song that she listened that titled “was so pretty”. She just imagine that maybe it will be great if someone sing that song for her, she never has a boyfriend like her other friend so its so rare to hear a romantic word from any boys. Its not like there is nobody who ever have a crush to her but somehow each men that said love to her is just someone who’s not she like. She wont give any hopeless for each men that like her, she just want to make everything clear to show when she like or dislike something. She’s Song Ji Hyo, a student of Teaching Faculty of Sains. She’s at her sixth semester, compare with her friends she is the youngest one with her early 20 years old. She’s smart but not really great with her intelegent. Sometime she looks very blank, but can really cheerfull at every moment. She is actually has a kindhearted but somehow she more look cold hearted. She just sometime so cold about everything and not trying to take a big deal around her, its not because she not care at all, she does, but she prefer enjoy her own world without disturbed by another one’s business.

In the midle of her walking, she see a man walk toward her from opposite way. She knew who is the man even just look from away, she knew where he want to go, he has a same direction like her. She almost reach their direction but somehow she slower her step just like want to waiting for him. She doesn’t even understand why she has to wait for him. Their relation even so awkward. But she just doesn’t mind about it. She doesn’t know how slow her step but somehow the man that she waited was right in front of him. That man is Kim Jong Kook, the youngest lecture of Teaching Faculty of Sains. It’s mean that he is Song Ji Hyo’s lecture. He’s in early 30 years. He has a good appereance with a muscular body and handsome face. A tons of girl from student was adore him and been his fansgirl. Some of them showed their adorance and some just talked about him behind. With his fast step he just walking in front of Ji Hyo and she just follow his step.

When they most reach their direction, Jong Kook turn his head to see Ji Hyo undirectly but he just face that Ji Hyo look to another way. He just sigh with her act to him, its not the first time Ji Hyo avoid to see eyes to eyes with him. He was wonder why that Ji Hyo looked always avoid him. He was sure that Ji Hyo is really a good student when it come to take attention to her lecture. Before she avoided him, she always look eyes in eyes to him everytime he say something in his class. She just a big listener and a good observer. For first, he doesn’t realize that Ji Hyo’s behave toward him is so different with Ji Hyo’s behave to another lecture. But by time pass, he just finally feel their awkward relation. She is his student and he is her lecture but why their relationship can’t be like a common relationship between student and lecture? After sense of awkwardess from her behave somehow Jong Kook avoid her too. He doesn’t know why? Why does he must give attention of her behave, she just one of his students and not even special. Why does he have to mind about her that always avoid him when a ton of his other student always great him nicely. He wont to mind her behave but he just wonder why? Is she hate him? Is he too young to be her lecture so she has no respect to him? These kind of question always appear in his tough everytime he meets her. She always great nicely to every lecture that she met, but with him? Even no eyes contact. He ever catched Ji Hyo change when she meet another lecture and then meet him. First she will really nice to smile and bow to another lecture but when she saw him she just frozen for a while and then turn her direction to avoid eyes contact with him. Even he doesn’t mean to avoid her too he just did that without notice. When he saw her with her friend and need to talk about lesson or task he never even once ask her and just ask another student. Even when he met her first he never talk to her to give a task and just tell her friend that come after her. He somehow feel how unprofesional he is to act like that toward his student but he just doesn’t know how to act around her. He even doesn’t know why he need to consider about how to act to her. He just so confuse. Its been a long time since he keep attention to a girl after his breakup long time ago with his ex-girlfriend. His last break up is really tore his heart into a piece and because of that he consider not to say “love” again to any girl if he not even sure that he will marry her. He was just so tired of love story and decide to never give attention again toward girl. But Song Ji Hyo, is he really see her as a girl and not as his student? He actually really confuse and always asking and wondering his mind about her.

Their first awkwardnees is began at someday when Jong Kook teached in Ji Hyo class. Jong Kook was explained sometime about how to be a good teacher and etc. He always see the whole class, one by one of his student to make sure that they give attention about his explanation. But he always catch a student who really give a big attention to his explanation. Song Ji Hyo is always seem so serious of hearing what her lecture say so she never turn his head or change her eyes to another direction except her lecture. Jong Kook feel that too, so to appreciate her attention he intently stare at her for a minute. But somehow because of that both of them feel that their heart suddenly beat so fast. Both of them trap into the beauty of each other eyes, Jong Kook trap into Ji Hyo beautiful big eyes while Ji Hyo adore Jong Kook eyes smile. After they feel a strange feeling full their heart they just turn their eyes and look at another direction. From that day, both of them secreetly make sure that the other one is looking at them but end with looked at each other again. Somehow Jong Kook feel that is so funny to has this kind of atmosphere with his student and then he staring at Ji Hyo in the middle of their class while she is busy write a note. He doesn’t realize that he was staring at her with his smile eyes. Unfortunately Ji Hyo catch his action and saw that Jong Kook staring at her with his sweet smile. But after that, from Jong Kook side Ji Hyo look like someone who always tried to avoid his gaze while from Ji Hyo side actually she just so nervous and shy. She feel breathless when saw Jong Kook smile gaze. She was melting inside. She just won’t to confess it to her self. For her, Jong Kook actually was so masculine, she admit that Jong Kook have a good appearance, he is handsome for sure. But so what? What about being handsome? Ji Hyo just doesn’t want to be one of his fangirls. She just feel so unspecial when she adore him like another girl did. She really dislike to make a man feel so wonderful and high because there are so many girl who adore him. She just feel that a man like that is became an arrogant one, that’s why she never admit to be a fangirl of a popular man. Maybe that’s really a silly reason to dislike someone because just he is popular. But here Song Ji Hyo is. She look tough outside but inside she always feel insecure. When she start to like a popular one, a word like “there’s so many girl that more beautiful than me, there’s so many girl who smarted than me, it’s just impossible if he will end look at me” always full her mind. That’s way she think that adoring a popular one is so wasting her time. And she really dislike a feeling of broken heart. That’s why indirectly she just dislike a popular man.