The One Who Belong to My Heart * part 3

It was already pass midnight but Jong Kook still not able to sleep. His eyes are closed but his mind is drag him away to another thing. The conversation of Song-Song sibling is like haunting his mind.

“ so she was in love with someone for 4 years and never move? She said that there’s no one better than him.” Jong Kook smirk when thinking of the last word.

“she must be really in love with him, but why? She said it just a oneside love story but still she love him? Why? That Lee Dong Wook surely a lucky guy to been loved like that ” Jong Kook keep wondering his mind with multiple questions.

He keep asking him self why does she still in love with him even when see felt that it was a oneside story. She never hope he will pay back her love but she is not hurted even a once and just happy being in love? Isn’t she so naive? Or maybe she just a fool? Why does she keep loving and waiting for nothing? For the first time of his thinking, he thought that Ji Hyo was actually so pity about her onside feeling but when he think more about it he realized that he is not pity her at all. Not even a little, feeling her big and sincere love to someone make him adore her. She was so naive but somehow so wonderfull. How can she managed to love someone without feel any pain and not hoped the return of her feeling. 

He thought that Ji Hyo is a tough and cold girl but then he realize that she actually so lovely inside. Thinking about that somehow he just want to protect her fragile side. But then, he continue wondering about his feeling toward her, why does he changed into someone who really want to take care of her. He is nothing to her, they not even close, not even ever talk to each other. She just his student like another student but why thought of her keep haunting his mind. He admit that she really such a beautiful girl, sometime she is not looked cute from her tomboy side, but when he look closer she is just ordinary cute and naive girl.

“if she is mine, I would make sure to make her happy and secure, happier than what she feel when she in love with him, if she is mine. Wait? If she what? Ah Kim Jong Kook, what are you thinking about? She is your student! Your student!” nag Jong Kook in his mind.

Being frustated because not able to sleep, Jong Kook manage to open his eyes and stare at his clock. It’s already 4 a.m it’s mean that he is not sleep a whole night. He then decide to change his cloth into exercise training. He wear his black jacket, put his watch then earphone at his ears. He manage to take a bottle of water to help him from dehidration that might happen. He then go out from his apartement and go down from the high building then jogging around the near park. It’s actually still dark outside but he just was used to about it. 

Each morning he alwasy manage his self to do some exercise jogging around the park. Today is Sunday and he has no plan to do outside, so he think that he will have more enough time to relaxing his exercise. Time pass by and its already 6 a.m the sky look lighter than before. Jong Kook decide to stop his exercise and go back to his apartement. Jong kook was live alone for 10 years. His parent was live away in Anyang. 

He has a hyung that continue his family business of Kim cooperation. It was a family business for his family from generation to generation. His father is the second generation. His hyung was manage to help their business and was married with a girl from a rich company that his father offer. It just a business relationship and Jong Kook opinion said that his hyung been a puppet of their family business. That’s why Jong Kook never interest with his family business and decide to do something that he love to. 

His father actually manage his marriage with daughter of his friend but Jong Kook refused it because he has a girlfriend and never have a plan to be another puppet of the business. That why his father is really mad at him and Jong Kook decide to live away from his family. His break up with his girl friend is because of his father, he blame his father about that. But then he manage to understand that his father is not the only reason of their break up. He just so young back then and not able to hold his relationship and he realized that they are not really mean to be together.

Jong Kook was about to enter his apartement but he delay his step when he hear a voice of man greet him nicely.

“good morning my new neighbor. I just move here with my noona, I hope we can be a good neighbor” greet him nicely. Jong Kook is puzzled for a while to see a familiar figure of flower boy in front of him.

“ah ye... sure we can be a good neighbor” said Jong Kook finally greet him warmly.

“Ji Hyo noona, our neighbor is here, let’s greet him together” shouted Jong Ki to his noona who is still inside their apartement. Their apartment is right beside Jong Kook. Jong Kook hold his breath when realize that he will be neighbor with her. In a minute Ji Hyo appear with a bowl of soup that she prepare for her new neighbor, she is so exited to greet him and hoping that they will have a good relationship of neighbor. But when she was outside and realize who is exactly her new neighbor she was frozen unbelieve with a figure that she saw.

“ah. Mr. Kim....” said Ji Hyo formaly, awkward.

“ah ye Ji Hyo-ssi” said Jong Kook then.

“both of you are knew each other?” ask Jong Ki confusely.

“he is Mr. Kim Jong Kook my lecture in University” explain Ji Hyo.

“ah... so you’re her lecture Mr.Kim, please take care of us, expecially my noona, I will go for a while to shoot my new film in Jeju and she will leave alone for a month, I really hope your favor to take care of her because she is really mess” tell Jong Ki bow 90 degree to Jong Kook.

“yah... Jong Ki ah, what are you saying about? I’m not a little girl, beside I’m your noona, I can take care of my self” tell Ji Hyo with her red face to Jong Ki, she is so shy, what her dongsaeng said is like a word that have to said to her future husband.

“I know noona, but it’s better if there is a man who can oversee you” tell Jong Ki, he is so protective because he is the only man in his family, his father was pass away when they still a kid, and his mother was pass away when give a birth to Jong Ki.

He just leave with his noona and his uncle family in Ilsan, when his noona leave in Ilsan he feel save because his uncle will always oversee her, but now they leave in Seoul far away from Ilsan, and his noona will leave alone when he’s not around. Actually he really worry about his noona, but he’s pity his noona if she has to drive away from Ilsan to Seoul everyday, she must be tired. 

His noona is just 1 years older than him, and sometime he knew that he was act like an oppa than a dongsaeng but Ji Hyo never mind about it and even enjoy it. His noona is very precious for him, he loves her so much and Ji Hyo love him too. For years Jong Ki starting his debut as an actor. And he really happy that finally he can help their family economy. They were not poor but not rich too. Their parent have a restaurant in Ilsan that been proccesed by their uncle, is big enough and be a source of their daily need and etc.

“okay I will try my best to oversee her, she is my student too” said Jong Kook in the middle of Song-Song conversation. Ji Hyo was frozen to hear what Jong Kook said while Jong Ki seem really happy and interest with his answer.

“really Mr. Kim? Thanks to you so much, I don’t know what to do to repay your kindness” said Jong Ki happily.

“I even not doing anything yet, I was touched” giggle Jong Kook to Jong Ki.

“by the way no need to be so formal to me, you just can call me hyung” ask Jong Kook then. “and you can call me oppa Ji Hyo-ah” said Jong Kook in his mind without speak out.

“ne, Kim Jong Kook hyung, gomawo” tell Jong Ki with his bright smile.

“ah, now my dongsaeng call you hyung? How about me? Don’t you want if I call you oppa? Of course you’re not, you are my lecture! I’m your student Kim Jong Kook ahjussi” mumble Ji Hyo in her mind.

“ah ye hyung, my noona is prepare a soup for you, she said that the weather is a little bit cold so she hope the soup will help you warm your body, she is really kind” tell Jong Ki take a bowl of soup from Ji Hyo’s hand and give it to Jong Kook. Jong Kook accept it happily while Ji Hyo just keep her expression unread.

“thank Ji Hyo.....ssi” said Jong Kook awkwardly, he almost split call her name in informal tone.

“you’re welcome Mr.Kim, than I excuse my self” said Ji Hyo bow 90 degree than go inside her apartment.

The One Who Belong to My Heart *part 2

Ji Hyo is with her classmate wait for Mr Yoo and want to give their task. They were waited for long time but Mr Yoo just seem nowhere. Ji Hyo and her best friend Ji Min are standing in front of the office while Haha is sitting face the two girl.

“Ji Min-ah... do you want borrow my comb?” ask Haha suddenly to Ji Min.

“why?” ask Ji Min curiously.

“you hair is look a little mess, I think you need to repair it” tell Haha then.

“yah Pororo don’t ever dare to complain about girl apperance! Don’t you know that is a sensitive topic for them, aih... you really can’t understanting a girl” nag Ji Hyo to Haha.

“yah Ji Hyo ah, what wrong with you? I just tell her nicely, why are you always try to start bickering with me?” ask Haha annoyed, but actually he is not really annoy to Ji Hyo, they always bicker each other but it just for fun.

“why? You don’t like that? I don’t like you too,  you with your short body and a wild eyes when you see a beautiful girl, aih you’re such a playboy, the ugliest playboy ever!” said Ji Hyo with merong face.

“yah Song Ji Hyo!” Haha stand from his sit and walk toward Ji Hyo pretend like he will fight with her.

Ji Hyo step backward to avoid him while stick out her tongue. But for her unfortune she bump to someone behind her. She fastly turn her body and bow to man that bumped by her. For her surprise the one that she bump is Kim Jong Kook. He just glare at her without any expresion. 

Ji Hyo doesn’t speak anything and just bow for her mistake then Jong Kook step forward and continue his walking.

“yah its all because of you Pororo!” said Ji Hyo then pull Haha’s hair.

“yah Ji Hyo-ah, appo! Appo! Your strengt is like a muscular man. Do you even a girl?” ask Haha while trying to release his self from Ji Hyo but he just fail.

“what? What did you said? There is no man who can be cute and beautiful like me you know” said Ji Hyo pull Haha’s hair harder.

“yah both of you, stop fighting! Mr. Yoo is coming here” tell Ji Min to both of her friend. Ji Hyo suddenly release Haha hair then run to Mr Yoo, bow and talk a little then give their task to him.

Kim Jong Kook who secreetly observed Ji Hyo giggle with him self to see Ji Hyo behave. It’s just his first time to see another side of Ji Hyo.

“that cold girl is sometime really funny and childish” said Jong Kook to his self. He then continue his work and go to his office.

It was a long day for Jong Kook because he has so many thing to do. He have to finish his resume and then attend lecture meeting. After spending so much time to work he can feel his stomach is asking him badly to eat. He never skip his time for eat because he really care about his health. After finished all of his task he ask Kwang Soo to have a meal with him. Kwang Soo is he only younger friend in his office, Jong Kook has no a same age friend because most of lecture are older than him. Kwang Soo is not a lecture like Jong Kook but he is a laborant there. Both of them are really close each other. Kwang Soo and Jong Kook then go to the restaurant near University. As always Jong Kook order a heathy food that for Kwang Soo is like a grasy food while Kwang Soo order meat. For drink, Jong Kook prefer a green tea and Kwang Soo order Cola. Suddenly Jong Kook catch a shadow of familiar girl’s figure. Song Ji Hyo seem waiting someone outside of restaurant. After a minute a younger man appear and hug her tighlty. He is a good looking person and have a flower boy image even with his disguised face. 

 Jong Kook looks so focus at them while a question crossing his mind.

“is she like someone younger?” ask Jong Kook to his self.

Kwang Soo who catch Jong Kook attention is somewhere else try to follow Jong Kook gaze and find a familiar figure that often he saw in TV screen.

“isn’t he that upcoming actor Song Jong Ki?” ask Kwang Soo curiously.

“an actor?” ask Jong Kook to Kwang Soo without look at Kwang Soo. He still focus on Ji Hyo who look so happy and smile brightly greet that actor. After chit-chat for a while Ji Hyo and disguised Jong Ki enter the same restaurant where Jong Kook and Kwang Soo eating. Jong Kook feel his heart beat increase when he realized that Ji Hyo sat behind him in the opposite of his direction. Even they sit at different table but somehow Jong Kook can smell Ji Hyo scent and it’s make him more nervous.

“noona.... how is your day?” ask Jong Ki to Ji Hyo.

“I always have a great day, how about you my dongsaeng?” ask Ji Hyo enthusiasly.

“ah... so he is her dongsaeng? Why don’t I realize that with their same sure name, I think he is her boyfriend, wait? What’s wrong if he is her boyfriend?” Jong Kook talking to his self while hearing SongSong conversation.

“producer Ji just offer me a new drama noona” tell Jong Ki happily.

“jinja? That’s really great Jong Ki ah. But it’s mean that we will rare to see each other again right? I miss you so bad my dongsaeng” tell Ji Hyo pouting her mouth pretend to angry.

“aigoo... my pouting noona is really cute, seriously if I’m not your dongsaeng I will really in love with you noona” tell Jong Ki jokingly while stroke her hair softly. Sometime Jong Ki looked like an oppa than dongsaeng for Ji Hyo when she show her childish side like that.

“pouting? She must be really cute, I hope I can see that too” though Jong Kook while smile to him self.

“what’s wrong with you hyung? Why are you not eat your meal?” ask Kwang Soo confuse with Jong Kook act.

“yah Kwang Soo-ah, stay quiet!” tell Jong Kook whisper to Kwang Soo.

“why are you whispering hyung? It’s like you try to sneak to hear another conversation” ask Kwang Soo with his naive image.

“yah! Stay quite!” tell Jong Kook once again.

“eh... hyung. Are you trying to sneak out the conversation because he is an actor? Is not like you who interest with entertainment hyung.” nag Kwang Soo doesn’t understand unusual Jong Kook he knew.

“once again you talk, I swear you wouldn’t able to come to laboratory tomorrow morning” warnin from Jong Kook. He is not really mean about it and never plan to do anything to his only dongsaeng, but he knew Kwang Soo will stop nag with his strategy. Kwang Soo look so scare then silently continue his meal. 

Jong Kook notice it and smile happily to his victory then continue “sneak out” the conversation of Song-Song sibling. Actually he also wonder why he has to do this kind of thing, why did he really want to know their business? But he just try to stop wondering and continue sneaking.

“but noona, do you know who is the main actor of my new drama?” ask Jong Ki nervously.

“who is him?” ask Ji Hyo while eating his chocolate ice cream.

“Lee Dong Wook hyung” tell Jong Ki. Ji Hyo just frozen to hear his name, it was long time for her not knowing his existence, she can feel that butterfly fulling her stomach just by hearing his name. She surely love him so much. Jong Ki notice the change of Ji Hyo then just smile.

“you still love him right noona?” ask Jong Ki to her noona. Ji Hyo face blush and suddenly the atmosphere around her feel warmer.

“is that too obvious Jong Ki ah?” ask her to Jong Ki.

“aigoo noona, for sure its really obvious, at least for me. You really in love with him but you never treat him well noona, you’re really something.”

“yah Jong Ki ah, you know that I don’t mean to be a bad person to him, I just so nervous that’s why I end up like that, it’s not because I’m not care to him, I never not care for him even for a second and until now, but I just don’t know what to do around him and I just end with acted cold to him” her voice tremble and there’s a sad in her eyes.

“what if.... if actually Dong Wook hyung also has a crush to you?” ask Jong Ki again.

“that’s impossible Jong Ki ah, don’t make me hope for nothing ne, I know for 4 years it just a oneside love, but I regret nothing in love with him, I just feel so special when he saw me with his eyes, his shady eyes, I feel save Jong Ki ah, I never feel sooo in love before like this, is just like no one before him and I can’t find a better person than him after, maybe its seem silly but really I love him, I feel thankful that I love someone like him, he’s a nice guy, I don’t hope he will have a same feeling to me, but to know that he ever care to me, even for a second, to know that he ever thinking about me even just for a friend, I was so happy. I don’t hope more Jong Ki-ah. I just love him, and loving him was happy enough for me. He was help me to find my lost smile, I.... I just love him” said Ji Hyo with her red face. 

She knew that Jong Ki surely knew everything about her feeling to Dong Wook but she just can’t stop her self to not being so interest and enthusias when it come to Dong Wook, her first love.

“noona seriously... you were told me about it for thousand time, no one know that my cold hearted noona is really can soooo deep in love with someone like this. But I really happy to your happiness too” tell Jong Ki while holding his noona hand. Ji Hyo only smile shyly to him.

“noona... what do you think if I tell Dong Wook hyung that I’m your dongsaeng, maybe I can know is he has a same feeling for you too, maybe he will ask me about you” suggest Jong Ki sincerely.

“no Jong Ki-ah... just let him work comfortably, just let me loving him secreetly, I don’t mind about it, well actually it’s a lie if I don’t hope that he somehow has a crush on me too, it was my dream, but just let it go with the flow. I was happy enough knowing that he can succes with his dream.” Tell Ji Hyo to Jong Ki. Jong Ki just nod understanding his noona.

“but can you take some picture of him? I want to know how is he right now” ask Ji Hyo smile brightly to her dongsaeng.

“aigoo noona, why don’t you just attend my filming then? Both of you are friend in high school, I think he will be happy to see you too” tell Jong Ki to Ji Hyo.

“yah! Are you want to see your noona die of nervousness, seriously you! I told you that I even run away when we accidently meet right? How can I endure to be his side for a long time?” asked Ji Hyo panickly.

“hahaha... sure noona you really crazy in love with him, you just like a fangirl of him” tell Jong Ki jokingly.

“yah! Don’t compare me with his fangirl, I was love him long long time ago before his debute” nagging Ji Hyo to Jong Ki.

“arraseo, no one is more love him than you” pinch Jong Ki too Ji Hyo cheek.

Suddenly Jong Ki feel a vibration from his pocket, his manager is call him.

“ne hyung? Ah ne, thanks hyung, I will come with noona after finish our lunch” said Jong Ki to his manager who calling him.

“noona, lets finish our lunch then go to our new home, our apartement, is was hard for you to drive over from ilsan to here, my manager was finish transfer our stuf to our appartement” tell Jong Ki to Ji Hyo.

“ne, lets finish our lunch first” said Ji Hyo smiling.

“hyung, let’s go, don’t you said that you have to come back soon to finish your other resume?” ask Kwang Soo to silent Jong Kook. They were finish their lunch for a while but Jong Kook didn’t seem hesistate to go. He just stick at his sit.

“please just let them go first Kwang Soo ya” tell Jong Kook staring blankly. He was not sure why suddenly his heart feel so hard. It was just like a pain tore his heart into piece like what he was feeling when he broke up with his ex-girlfriend 8 years ago. The feeling is so same, but what make he doesn’t understand is why is he suddenly in pain. He almost have a breathless but he doesn’t know why. He just heared Ji Hyo’s converstaion about her feeling but he end up with the feeling of broken heart. Just why he has to be broken?

“hyung... Ji Hyo noona just leave” tell Kwang Soo who notice the reason of Jong Kook mood change. He was not sure is that really the reason why Jong Kook look gloomy but then he realized he was right when Jong Kook stand up from his sit after heared that Ji Hyo was left.

The One Who Belong to My Heart *part 1

It still early morning, the weather feel good, really fresh even a bit cold. A woman with her black long hair walking slowly alone while listening a music from her phone. She wear a long jeans and a casual blue skirt. She lead to her University. Her smile sometime appears when she listen a beautiful melody of the song that she listened that titled “was so pretty”. She just imagine that maybe it will be great if someone sing that song for her, she never has a boyfriend like her other friend so its so rare to hear a romantic word from any boys. Its not like there is nobody who ever have a crush to her but somehow each men that said love to her is just someone who’s not she like. She wont give any hopeless for each men that like her, she just want to make everything clear to show when she like or dislike something. She’s Song Ji Hyo, a student of Teaching Faculty of Sains. She’s at her sixth semester, compare with her friends she is the youngest one with her early 20 years old. She’s smart but not really great with her intelegent. Sometime she looks very blank, but can really cheerfull at every moment. She is actually has a kindhearted but somehow she more look cold hearted. She just sometime so cold about everything and not trying to take a big deal around her, its not because she not care at all, she does, but she prefer enjoy her own world without disturbed by another one’s business.

In the midle of her walking, she see a man walk toward her from opposite way. She knew who is the man even just look from away, she knew where he want to go, he has a same direction like her. She almost reach their direction but somehow she slower her step just like want to waiting for him. She doesn’t even understand why she has to wait for him. Their relation even so awkward. But she just doesn’t mind about it. She doesn’t know how slow her step but somehow the man that she waited was right in front of him. That man is Kim Jong Kook, the youngest lecture of Teaching Faculty of Sains. It’s mean that he is Song Ji Hyo’s lecture. He’s in early 30 years. He has a good appereance with a muscular body and handsome face. A tons of girl from student was adore him and been his fansgirl. Some of them showed their adorance and some just talked about him behind. With his fast step he just walking in front of Ji Hyo and she just follow his step.

When they most reach their direction, Jong Kook turn his head to see Ji Hyo undirectly but he just face that Ji Hyo look to another way. He just sigh with her act to him, its not the first time Ji Hyo avoid to see eyes to eyes with him. He was wonder why that Ji Hyo looked always avoid him. He was sure that Ji Hyo is really a good student when it come to take attention to her lecture. Before she avoided him, she always look eyes in eyes to him everytime he say something in his class. She just a big listener and a good observer. For first, he doesn’t realize that Ji Hyo’s behave toward him is so different with Ji Hyo’s behave to another lecture. But by time pass, he just finally feel their awkward relation. She is his student and he is her lecture but why their relationship can’t be like a common relationship between student and lecture? After sense of awkwardess from her behave somehow Jong Kook avoid her too. He doesn’t know why? Why does he must give attention of her behave, she just one of his students and not even special. Why does he have to mind about her that always avoid him when a ton of his other student always great him nicely. He wont to mind her behave but he just wonder why? Is she hate him? Is he too young to be her lecture so she has no respect to him? These kind of question always appear in his tough everytime he meets her. She always great nicely to every lecture that she met, but with him? Even no eyes contact. He ever catched Ji Hyo change when she meet another lecture and then meet him. First she will really nice to smile and bow to another lecture but when she saw him she just frozen for a while and then turn her direction to avoid eyes contact with him. Even he doesn’t mean to avoid her too he just did that without notice. When he saw her with her friend and need to talk about lesson or task he never even once ask her and just ask another student. Even when he met her first he never talk to her to give a task and just tell her friend that come after her. He somehow feel how unprofesional he is to act like that toward his student but he just doesn’t know how to act around her. He even doesn’t know why he need to consider about how to act to her. He just so confuse. Its been a long time since he keep attention to a girl after his breakup long time ago with his ex-girlfriend. His last break up is really tore his heart into a piece and because of that he consider not to say “love” again to any girl if he not even sure that he will marry her. He was just so tired of love story and decide to never give attention again toward girl. But Song Ji Hyo, is he really see her as a girl and not as his student? He actually really confuse and always asking and wondering his mind about her.

Their first awkwardnees is began at someday when Jong Kook teached in Ji Hyo class. Jong Kook was explained sometime about how to be a good teacher and etc. He always see the whole class, one by one of his student to make sure that they give attention about his explanation. But he always catch a student who really give a big attention to his explanation. Song Ji Hyo is always seem so serious of hearing what her lecture say so she never turn his head or change her eyes to another direction except her lecture. Jong Kook feel that too, so to appreciate her attention he intently stare at her for a minute. But somehow because of that both of them feel that their heart suddenly beat so fast. Both of them trap into the beauty of each other eyes, Jong Kook trap into Ji Hyo beautiful big eyes while Ji Hyo adore Jong Kook eyes smile. After they feel a strange feeling full their heart they just turn their eyes and look at another direction. From that day, both of them secreetly make sure that the other one is looking at them but end with looked at each other again. Somehow Jong Kook feel that is so funny to has this kind of atmosphere with his student and then he staring at Ji Hyo in the middle of their class while she is busy write a note. He doesn’t realize that he was staring at her with his smile eyes. Unfortunately Ji Hyo catch his action and saw that Jong Kook staring at her with his sweet smile. But after that, from Jong Kook side Ji Hyo look like someone who always tried to avoid his gaze while from Ji Hyo side actually she just so nervous and shy. She feel breathless when saw Jong Kook smile gaze. She was melting inside. She just won’t to confess it to her self. For her, Jong Kook actually was so masculine, she admit that Jong Kook have a good appearance, he is handsome for sure. But so what? What about being handsome? Ji Hyo just doesn’t want to be one of his fangirls. She just feel so unspecial when she adore him like another girl did. She really dislike to make a man feel so wonderful and high because there are so many girl who adore him. She just feel that a man like that is became an arrogant one, that’s why she never admit to be a fangirl of a popular man. Maybe that’s really a silly reason to dislike someone because just he is popular. But here Song Ji Hyo is. She look tough outside but inside she always feel insecure. When she start to like a popular one, a word like “there’s so many girl that more beautiful than me, there’s so many girl who smarted than me, it’s just impossible if he will end look at me” always full her mind. That’s way she think that adoring a popular one is so wasting her time. And she really dislike a feeling of broken heart. That’s why indirectly she just dislike a popular man.